I'm sorry for losing my cool this afternoon. Yes, I was upset about the vote and the possibility of the challenge being fixed by a teammate. I worked my butt off for my team and I felt betrayed and hurt. Still, that is not the real crux of my outburst today. My real office is in complete turmoil. I work for a very small, intimate company. There are 11 people total in my office. Yesterday one of my good friends and soon to be roommate was fired! It came as a shock and the office is now completely divided! Back-stabbing, gossiping, uncomfortable working conditions and everyone is walking on eggshells. It's been an upsetting and miserable week here in real life and I guess I took all of my frustration out on the wrong people. I'd love to say what I said to you all to the ***** in my office who is walking around causing problems for the rest of us, but I can't afford to lose my job.
Anyway, I'm sorry for getting blowing my stack. Like I said, I was hurt, but that really wasn't the reason for my behavior. I hope you'll all forgive me. We all have bad days and this has been a hellacious week.