West Side fire....

[Mace]

You got real guts Mace.

Did you find a place where you can take care of the wanderer?

No.

Calico with the broken back warmed up to me now too. Drags herself over to me for some lovins and we sit together in the sun a while when I bring the food and water. Working with the guy that owns that property, he wants to get her fixed up as well as possible and to a pet sanctuary place he found. Have about another week to get all this sorted out. I'm not bailing on the cats.

This will be interesting.

[sahlensguy]

No.

Calico with the broken back warmed up to me now too. Drags herself over to me for some lovins and we sit together in the sun a while when I bring the food and water. Working with the guy that owns that property, he wants to get her fixed up as well as possible and to a pet sanctuary place he found. Have about another week to get all this sorted out. I'm not bailing on the cats.

This will be interesting.

You let the broken back cat warm up to you too? With a week to go?

This might not end well, my friend.

Hopefully WNY will have an early summer.

J/k. Best of luck. I hope those cats know how good they have it!

[Mace]

You let the broken back cat warm up to you too? With a week to go?

This might not end well, my friend.

Hopefully WNY will have an early summer.

J/k. Best of luck. I hope those cats know how good they have it!

I figure if worse comes to worse, the injured calico will at least give me the chance for SPCA "mercy". She can't make it like that, but I've held off because she's trying so hard and the property owner is committed for the same reason.

Yeah, none of this will end well, hombre. It never does.

[sahlensguy]

I figure if worse comes to worse, the injured calico will at least give me the chance for SPCA "mercy". She can't make it like that, but I've held off because she's trying so hard and the property owner is committed for the same reason.

Yeah, none of this will end well, hombre. It never does.

Sorry for everything that happened.

At least that cat is having a more dignified existence than dying under a deck unable to move about. I'm sure she realizes it even if her time is near.

And I'm sure you'll land on your feet too somewhere.

[Mace]

Sorry for everything that happened.

At least that cat is having a more dignified existence than dying under a deck unable to move about. I'm sure she realizes it even if her time is near.

And I'm sure you'll land on your feet too somewhere.

Thanks for the thought, seriously.

We might be done down the road a ways, but not this week by damn.

[Margarita]

I just wanted to leave you a little gift here in your thread..this is one of my all time favorite MTV style youtube videos...I think Natalie Merchant is stunning and super sexy in this vid. LOVE HER!

Please keep us posted on things thanks man...m

[Mace]

I'm staying about 10 doors down from the old building atm. My lost cat Papoose is still here, he knows where to find me, I feed him at least once a day, sometimes he stays in with me and the Maru who has been with me since a couple days past the fire.

The fire seems still like yesterday, my existence is destroyed. You don't really think about the records you can lose for things that need records until you lose them, and the company really screwed me by insisting they'd help while making sure no one else would.

I never really have addressed what I probably should have. It doesn't really mean so much when a couple cats cuddle. Maybe I will someday, I intend to, for now though, it seems less important than now.

Stuff doesn't just work out ok because you think the system will fix it because it's supposed to, and I don't ever go to sleep without saying goodnight to my lost drowned Shakhete with love.

Cherish what you have, you can blink your eyes and it's gone.

[Margarita]

I'm staying about 10 doors down from the old building atm. My lost cat Papoose is still here, he knows where to find me, I feed him at least once a day, sometimes he stays in with me and the Maru who has been with me since a couple days past the fire.

The fire seems still like yesterday, my existence is destroyed. You don't really think about the records you can lose for things that need records until you lose them, and the company really screwed me by insisting they'd help while making sure no one else would.

I never really have addressed what I probably should have. It doesn't really mean so much when a couple cats cuddle. Maybe I will someday, I intend to, for now though, it seems less important than now.

Stuff doesn't just work out ok because you think the system will fix it because it's supposed to, and I don't ever go to sleep without saying goodnight to my lost drowned Shakhete with love.

Cherish what you have, you can blink your eyes and it's gone.

My deariest macey you've taught me a great deal about both gratitude AND stubbornness in both areas you have muchly...LOL Im just teasin on him he can take it he is one of the strongest men I know.....and No I dont mean popeye muscles but he may have those too but he hasnt shared that with me yet :-D ... haha HappyValentines Day homey. give the kittys el scratcho from margarita arriba arriba :-D sincerely thanks for the update.

[Mace]

I really wanted to finish this thread with some sense of redemption and triumph. I think when I started it, I meant to communicate how dogged determination will somehow gain something, I mean I figured it would, or at least it would make me feel better to talk about it.

I realized lately, the best thing it can communicate is that you need to appreciate what you might not have tomorrow, because life can do that stuff. It made me feel a little better, because at least I was talking at people who took the time to read and "listen". When I said something more, people "heard" me. In person, I never said a thing to anyone, just did what I had to, shut up and went to where I had to sleep, where there was a computer where I could "talk".

Thanks, folks. It was appreciated. Probably more than you'll ever know.

[sahlensguy]

I'm sure others feel the same way.

https://youtu.be/HyTpu6BmE88

[Margarita]

I'm sure others feel the same way.

https://youtu.be/HyTpu6BmE88

i clicked on your youtube link, loved it, then at youtube there showed This link and I thought wow I haven't ever heard this rendition...gave me serious goosies. I thought I'd post it here. Thrilling voices..to me. I pray for my buddy Mace a LOT. xo

[Margarita]

I just reread this thread from the beginning may I just say that Mace hangs with a great bunch of folks here at billszone chat and it is my pleasure to have met you in this place,.This thread is pretty heartbreaking to margarita but there Will be a redemption ( i was going to say happy ending but thought LOL oh no bad connotation to that phrase anymore lol) at the end this debaculous story my buddy has been made live through..**** Fires **** arsonists and especially **** property managers of that building. Mace please keep us posted and know a whole bunch of we folks care deeply xo m

[JackJoeJimJosh]

Mace, I will be in buffalo June 17-21 and will tour the west side, checkout the places I lived, places I had sex in, places I drank or took a piss in. If you’re only blocks away from Lafayette and Barton, that’s where I’ll be. Let me know if you want to catch a bite to eat or a drink and I’ll drop by. On me, I’ve been fortunate, and haven’t been anywhere near as unfortunate as you and your neighbors have with this incident.

[JackJoeJimJosh]

PS had a hot ass Sicilian gf on auburn at Barton. Must’ve vucked there 1000 times. I liked her groin.

[JackJoeJimJosh]

Holy groin addiction, she was hot hot hotter than the pepper flakes at Santasieros.

[Mace]

PS had a hot ass Sicilian gf on auburn at Barton. Must’ve vucked there 1000 times. I liked her groin.

Ohhh.......she sort of changed. He's a good guy though.

[Mace]

Well, I think they reopened the building, seemed to see people moving in down the street.

I'm sleeping in a cellar on a plastic mattress with the same comforter and sleeping bag, and my Maru, and a cat from the last place I stayed, and I suppose another that adopted me. Never did find a program or any such help, I'm not even a victim of the fire officially. they kept me off the list. My Papoose, the cat I couldn't keep still comes to me, farther down the block where I have another cellar some great neighbors let me stay in. Oh he has a pile of scars and wounds now, I take care of best he lets me, I call, he comes. I feed him.

Feeding him in the backyard, I saw the lights from the building. First time since the fire. You suppose there should be a way to reasonably address stuff like this when it happens to you, but nah.

The great neighbors got me a chromebook so I have internet, and I do all the work to fix up their house. I'm not a jerk, nothing I wouldn't do for them, they call me family, and yeah they are to me too.

The owner of the company promised I'd have a place and job, I counted on that until the property manager screwed me because he's like that. I think to myself well, this is where I'd have been ok again and it was all worth it.

It's not ok and wasn't, but hey, it's how it goes until it doesn't. My last post on the topic, would make me happy if a mod closed it or locked it.

It's done and there is no happy ending, time to move along to whatever.